It’s 2 AM
I’m sitting here in front of my MacBook, and I can’t stop. Thoughts are racing through my head at 1000 miles per hour, and I want answers to my questions. There has to be something more to this, or is there? Is there not? If there is, what gives me the authority to answer this question? Where did we come from? Is there really a case for evolution?
Why am I the exception? Of all the people I should be the one who believes in this theory of science, of logic, and of meaning, but for some reason I don’t. I believe in the Creation of the Universe.
Reckoner by Radiohead off of In Rainbows keeps streaming through my iPod headphones and through my mind. But I can’t get my mind off of this.
Why do I keep questioning this? Why do I keep going? Something else is making me tick. It doesn’t quite feel like science. Science alone can’t do this to me. We have to have a soul. A soul is what kicks into us, it’s what gives me such a passionate nature.
I keep streaming my hands through my long hair. I think it’s time for a hair cut. A hair cut would be nice.
But I can’t quite do that right now I can think all I want, I can meditate. I can reason inside my head.
I guess it’s time to do some more thinking. I mean, it’s only 2 AM.
(Disclaimer: This has no subliminal relation to the 3 AM ads from Hillary. I have registered as Libertarian for the November election.)
Comments
Kym Huynh had a thought ¬
Ahh the need to question ones own existence.
I just put myself down to the competitor among thousands that just had the fastest set of swimmers at the time; How lucky.
⇒ April 23, 2008, 2:49 am