Girls
This year has probably been one of the more interesting years of my life. I don’t quite know what to call it. All I can think of to describe it is “interesting”. Interesting is the way to describe it. I don’t know if it was good or bad, but one thing stood out for sure: I started getting interested in girls. And I stopped being a coward and asked a few out.
Mostly, it all ended in heartbreak. I was too stupid or immature to understand if a girl liked me or if she just wanted to be my friend. Then some other guy would ask them out or something like that would happen, and they’d be like “oh, sure”.
Now, a few of them won’t even talk to me. I don’t know what I did wrong. But oh well. I’ve learned a lesson, and a good one at that.
The year happened like this. I said I wasn’t going to get involved. Over my dead body, heh. Then I’d slowly retract my statement. I’d get interested. But by then, it was too late or some drama would come up and end it.
I just don’t know what to do now. I’m kind of shaken up from this year, and after all of the drama, I just don’t know a girl that’s right for me. I don’t know what kind of girl I’d like, but I just haven’t had the “click” yet. You know, that moment when you find the girl of your dreams and say “this is what God was saving for me”. That’s what I’m waiting for.
Comments
David G. had a thought ¬
You need to go with the flow…One day you’ll meet the girl, and you’ll realize it. However do not give up and take risks; life is too short as it is.
⇒ May 25, 2007, 7:29 pm
Kat had a thought ¬
Don’t worry too hard, you’ve got you’re whole life to find her, and she’ll turn up when you’re not even looking
⇒ May 29, 2007, 10:18 am